December 23

So I’m on the flight on the way to AK.  Of course, there is not internet access on the plane so I am writing this in Word;  A format that I can safely use to gush about what’s about to happen without the chance of the boy hearing about it before I get off this plane.  So, for those that pay attention to these sorts of things, it is December 23, 2011 at 5:20 p.m.  I am flying high above --- something --- right now on my way to Alaska to surprise Jeremy for Christmas.  It’s been soooo hard not to come pouring out my life to him about this whole secret.  I think it’s one of the good things in our relationship that I actually have a hard time keeping secrets from him.  I hope he’s the same.  I trust him though.   So yes, I am Jeremy’s Christmas present from his parents.  They bought me a ticket soon after I left in October and I’ve known ever since.  To my knowledge, Jeremy has no idea.  I think I’ve actually pulled this one off – I’ve been able to keep it a deep dark secret for weeks and now it’s almost a success.  The unfortunate part is that I also haven’t talked to him in over two days and I freekin miss him. I want to call him right now and talk for hours but I can’t. 

I’m also trying not to be the crazy girlfriend.  It annoys me that he hasn’t called me the last two nights when he’s finished working.  I just want him to check in.  At the same time, I know that he’s going to be coming home to me in a couple short weeks.  I plan to emphasize the importance of checking in when he’s driving on the freeway though.  (Note: I should buy him a Bluetooth.)  That might avoid a serious ticket when I want to be talking with him over his commute.  I’m so excited to have the stability of a relationship with someone I know I can trust, no matter what. 

So more to the present!  I am arriving in Anchorage around 7:15 p.m.  His parents are picking me up from the airport and then we’re going for food.  Hopefully it’s somewhere easy and cheap because, as we know, I don’t have an abundance of extra cash right now.   So anyway, they are picking me up at the airport and we’re apparently running by his work.  They are going to tell him that he has to come out to the car to pick up a box or something and guess who’s gonna be there? Me.  I can’t wait to see the look on his face.  I hope he’s half as excited as I am.  Although, I’m confident that he will be twice as excited as I could ever be, lol.  That is basically how our relationship works.  He’s wonderful.

So yea, flights are so boring.  I realized at the airport that I forgot my headphones so I’m dying of boredom right now and I have to listen to the whiny kids behind me.   I mean, don’t get me wrong, they’re cute and everything.  Well behaved for the most part but kids are just annoying to me right now.  Fair argument why I don’t have any and don’t have any interest in having them any time soon.   I am so happy with my skoot right now! A pup is all I need!

In other news, that is one exciting result of this trip.  I am bringing my pup back from Alaska with me.  I can’t wait to have her with me again.   I just want to hold her and hug her and my world will be complete again.  And I can’t wait to show her the new apartment.  I really think she’s going to love it.  The apartment is going to be a huge new world for her.  Our world.  Our little fambam…..

I’m just going to let that trail off for the night….