Thinkin thinkin.....

Do you ever wonder what might have happened if you'd made one decision differently? If you had changed one thing about you, what might be different in your life? I definitely wonder... often... I never close a door, I never fall out of love. I can honestly say that I still think about the first guy I ever loved. It helps that I wear his ring everyday... but it's more about the fact that I can truly say that he has always embodied the type of person I can see myself with. Now, the key here, for those who are already tired of hearing this again... is type of person. I want to find someone that cares for their friends and family like he does. Someone that works hard and makes the best of every situation that comes his way. Strong, independent, loving, caring.... blah blah blah... But I need someone who wears a tie to work everyday. I need a business man that will support my extremely high goals, remain proud of my success just as I am of his. I want someone who will inspire me to achieve new heights everyday!

In other news, I think too much sometimes. A freekin hello text message has me focused for the entire day. Contrary to my normal reaction in such situations, we're going to move on ------> onward!

I have three more interviews next week. 5 in two weeks ain't too bad, I'd say. I think so! I'm super excited because they each offer great opportunities in their own way. I am keeping an open mind about all of them and staying positive. And... buying new shoes! I never thought I would say something like this but thank you to Jessica Simpson for designing awesome shoes and naming them after herself. However! Damn you for discontinuing the shoes I fell in love with. You leave me with no choice but to buy two pairs of them and save them for later. Rude.

Girls who decide to crawl in bed with boys that I love are not my friend. Really, I'm just jealous of them. But I definitely contend that any girl who puts said guy in the friends zone, understanding that he has feelings for her but then crawls in bed with him, sick, to "cuddle"... yea, she's a selfish ho-fo-sho. That's just not an okay thing to do. Get out of his bed. Go back to your own. Like it. Stay there.

It's late and I'm tired so I'm just gonna cut this off in the middle of ...............