I feel like a broken record when I say that it’s funny how
the world turns. It’s interesting how things come together sometimes. I sent in
two resumes today and got a call from both of them to schedule interviews next
week. Of course, I will be in Alaska caring for Aunt G next week so I will get
back in touch with these job opportunities when I return from AK. I’m thoroughly
entertained by how that happened though. I was a call from each other them
within an hour of sending in my cover letter and resume. I guess it does say
good things about my qualifications though – I either get a super quick response
and they can’t wait to have me in or I hear nothing at all. That is how things
go sometimes though, isn’t it. There are some things that just work out and
some that don’t.
It’s amazing that I can sit in my car in the middle of
random downtown Olympia and access the internet on my cell phone. I can connect
my laptop to my cell and surf facebook with great speed. It makes me wonder
what will happen in the next ten years. We will have contacts for cell phones
and be able to see video of the person we’re talking to. It seems creepy
sometimes how connected the world is. On the positive side, people who are
thousands of miles away are able to chat like they’re in the same room. You
never are very far apart. As with anything in life, there are positives and
negatives with the connected world today.
Jason Aldean, Dirt Road Anthem. TYVM.
So I’m going up to Alaska tomorrow. I ruined the surprise to
Jeremy. No surprise to me because I do things like that all the time. It’s
super hard for me to keep something like that under wraps because, as it
happened in this case, I don’t listen to what I’m saying and I just let it pour
out in the middle of another story. I don’t know whether I’m excited to go to
Alaska or scared beyond life. Dad and Grandma are already up to their old
tricks – Gma called Aunt G to cancel the plans I had with the cousins so I
could attend some Broadway thing she bought tickets to. Bullshit? I think so
but it’s how she works. I am excited to house sit for Jonathon though – I wish
I stayed in better touch with him but he’s always working so hard. Inspiring.
If anything, I know I will come back from Alaska understanding that I cannot be
up there for long. Nice to visit, not to live.
Speaking of… we repeat the same old path that has become a
recurring and predictable pattern for me. I have been talking to Jeremy about
how much we love each other and could work together and guess what – I’m
scared. I’m nervous. I don’t want to see him because I’m afraid of what might
happen. However, vacation time in Alaska will definitely lend itself towards
making me want to stay. But Alaska is not for me. It never will be again.
Alaska is where I once lived, where I grew up and where I left and never looked
back. That’s always been a motto of mine – never look back, never surrender. So
why is there a giant rear view mirror in front of me? That past is the past.
Hakuna Matata. God I love the Lion King. I can’t wait to buy it on DVD so I can
watch it all the freekin time. Maybe I’ll get it for my trip to AK tomorrow. It
would be nice to have something to watch on the airplane.
This blog is all over the place, something similar to what’s
in my head right now. I am on the right
path to getting things figured out once again though. I got my IUD today. That
will take some stress off for the next 5 years. I can do whatever I want, lol! I
kinna wish I had considered this option sooner because I think it would have
saved me some grief in the past. However, I guess the cost has always held me
back. I look at this as a step in the direction of getting better with my responsibility.
Getting back on my feet, as it were.
I moved into my parents house this weekend. That is an
experience. It’s nice to have a roof that I’m not freakin about paying for next
month but at the same time, there is a big part of me that hates the idea of
living in my parent’s house. I am soooooooo glad I have my own bed though. We
had a big blow out about moving into Stef’s room and the decision was made that
I was going to move my furniture into the other room and thank god for that. I
don’t want the lime green wall, for one thing. That’s her thing. I get my
amazing bed, purple dresser, etc. I get the room set up for the most part today
except none of my clothes are put away. When I get home, I need to pack for AK
so I’ll put my clothes away at the same time.
This will be the first time I’ll be away from Annabelle for
over a weekend. I’m sure she will be okay at my mom’s house but I’m nervous at
the same time. I really can’t imagine life without her. Right now, she’s laying
under my sweatshirt taking a nap and it’s so nice to have a friend that will
hang out with me anytime. Sometimes, I wonder if my friends even like hangin
out with me. Seriously, my mock trial team is planning another reunion but they
haven’t invited me to it. I just saw the posts on FB. The last time we planned
one, no one came except Normina. She’s a good person. I love that girl. I
dunno, I have hundreds of friends so I don’t really care if my mockers are too
caught up in whatever happened years ago. And… whatever I Might have done that
no one ever talked to me about. I’ve always been told that I’m one of the most
approachable people because I take anything seriously and I will always respond
to the smallest request but mock and my job and N&C are the first time I’ve
heard differently. Maybe these Washington people just aren’t the right people
for me to be around. I need to move to the city or something where there’s too
much going on for people to be caught up in bullshit like that. I think that’s
the problem with small towns, people have nothing else to do but get caught up
in each others bullshit and create problems out of nothing so they have
something to do. Stupid.
This is long. Sorry. But it makes up for the time I haven’t
had in the last couple days. By this time tomorrow, I’ll be home again, in AK.
I guess we will see if I find home there. I doubt it.
The fact that I can watch youtube videos from my phone internet in the car on my laptop blows my mind. More on this later because I don't know what else to write about and I just wanna watch stupid videos.
http://youtu.be/vIk25NlP3o8 AND http://youtu.be/wyx6JDQCslE.
Don't try to tell you these don't make you laugh. Cuz you're lying. And lying is dumb. Don't be dumb. XO!
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