What an awesome night. I'm sitting with Jeremy's parents, watching football, and we're all playing on Facebook. I can't image a more pleasurable evening! Great dinner (Thank you Michelle!) and a really nice, comfortable evening. Being home has definitely reminded me of one of the negative things about my family -- there are so many expectations that you can't just sit around on Sunday evening and enjoy yourself. Sitting on your computer, talking to friends, and just enjoying yourself wouldn't be acceptable. And that's not acceptable to me. I really enjoy his family. Maybe they will be my family some day... I think we are both going to stress ourselves out if we continue to try to plan for something we're soooooo far away from even being able to talk about. We just need to sit back and keep riding the wave for a while before we make any changes. I think it's important to remember that. Did I mention that Jeremy built me a fire to sit in front of? Amazing!
What a day. So I had a huge argument with Annie last night. She can really say some mean things if she's upset about something. What a spoiled family. I just hope they don't learn their lessons too terribly hard. But I know it will be hard as time goes on. I don't feel like there's anything I can do to help them. And I can accept that. I will be here for anything I can do. If they reach out to me, I will be there. Sophie is upset that I had a fight with Annie so she's not talking to me. I think that's really unfortunate. But I will admit that I don't feel like I have anything to apologize for. I am upset that I didn't get to see Gerianne today and care for her. She is the only person that really matters in this situation. I am planning to call her in the morning, after the kids leave for school, and see if I can come over and hang out with her for the day. I'm very curious to hear what Annie said about the whole situation. I love Gerianne and I hope this doesn't negatively affect my relationship with her. Unfortunately, there's not a lot of competition to be had with lies from Annie. That's just the way it goes though. It will catch up with her eventually and I can't wait for that day. It's sad to say but true.
Anyway, I'm simply amazing with how comfortable I feel here. Beautiful house and wonderful people. Home? We will see... :-)
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